Nov. 9, 2026

Todd: Trauma and Undercover Police Work | 216

Todd: Trauma and Undercover Police Work | 216
Todd: Trauma and Undercover Police Work | 216
Sad Times
Todd: Trauma and Undercover Police Work | 216

In this gripping and deeply moving episode of Behind Beautiful Things, Kevin sits down with Scott, author of Donny: An Undercover Cop with a Death Wish, for an unforgettable conversation about tragedy, trauma, alcoholism, undercover police work, and the journey toward survival and redemption.

Scott shares the heartbreaking story of losing a partner in a horrific tragedy and the devastating emotional impact that followed. As he struggled to process his grief and trauma, Scott found himself spiraling into alcoholism and facing personal battles that threatened to consume his life.

He takes us behind the scenes of his experiences as an undercover police officer, revealing the dangers, pressures, and emotional toll of living a life surrounded by uncertainty and risk. Most importantly, Scott opens up about how he confronted his darkest moments, found a way to survive, and ultimately emerged on the other side.

This is a powerful story of loss, addiction, courage, perseverance, and the human capacity to overcome seemingly impossible circumstances. Scott's journey offers an honest look at the hidden struggles faced by law enforcement officers and reminds us that even after experiencing unimaginable tragedy, there can still be a path forward.

Join Kevin for this compelling episode of Behind Beautiful Things as Scott shares his remarkable story of heartbreak, survival, recovery, and finding a way to keep going when life seems impossible.

Please note: This episode contains discussion of suicide and suicidal ideation — please take care while listening.

If you are anyone you know are having thoughts of suicide, please know someone is always there. There are 24/7/365 resources at the below link: https://988lifeline.org


Check out Todd’s Work:

https://toddmaguire.com.au

https://www.news.com.au/national/crime/harrowing-reason-police-officer-todd-maguire-went-deep-undercover-mixed-with-notorious-bikies-and-drug-dealers/news-story/0049b07571096fbf4b0dc775f539e0c7

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